i'm okay now

Well, if you wanted honesty
thats all you had to say
I never want to let you down
or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
from jumping out the second floor

I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show
you that it's not the life it seems
I told you time and time again you sing
the words but dunno what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook
for the last time
Take a good hard look

I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed now

I'm okay!
I'm okay now
But you really need to listen to me
'Cause i'm telling the truth
I mean this
I'm okay!

I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay